Sunday, February 04, 2007
arr.. went to work today and did a stupid thing.
i cut my finger while photocopying documents!
and i accidentally call someone while leaning on the machine.
i was like, why got somebody keep on saying 'hello'?
so blur today.
so after work, went home, played gunbound for a few hours,
sleep and now just woke up.
wanted to go clubbing but overslept.
stupid again. thought through the last few days with him.
found that, it was the first time he didn't trust me.
Never once did he lose trust in me.
only that day, when he said i was checking on him.
i never did check on him. never once when we were together.
i don't know how i broke his trust towards me,
maybe it wasn't because of me at all.
maybe it was just an excuse to make me lose my cool
and he can break up with me.
all the 1st times we had together.
all just bad memories to me.
thinking of it makes me cry.
1st time we met each other.
1st time i celebrate your birthday with you.
the times we had at my house.
1st time you cooked for me.
1st time we went to east coast for chalet.
1st time we sat at the beach.
1st jigsaw puzzle we did.
1st birthday present i got from you,
i can't bear to finish it.
so many things. so little time.
you never spent a single valentine's day with me before.
i didn't even have a chance to buy a valentine's day present.
thinking through all this,
days seem to last forever.
how did time pass so fast,
2 years, in the blink of an eye.
all gone. u, your love, your everything.
i'm bankrupt. maybe, i'm just over possessive.
thanks for the tolerance, patience and love that you've shown me.
i will never forget you.
♥Reminiscents of dark chocolates♥
