Sunday, May 13, 2007
long long time didn't blog le.
many things happen.
i finally left him completely.
but i duno y my heart is still there.
he wans me to go back but everytime i see him,
i think of the way he treated me in the past.
now my laptop is there. i wan to get it back.
but his mum dun let me get back n threw it away.
wad rights does she have to throw it away?
i admit, that laptop is we share buy de..
but there are alot of things oso share buy de ma..
like his bike n his handphone..
his bike + handphone not same as the value of my laptop meh?
she threw my laptop away, but wad abt his hp n bike?
y didnt she throw it away..
n im the bitch that caused her son to b in this state?
fine lo.. ask urself whu did it?
is it me or him?
y shld i stay beside a person whu doesnt even treasure me?
treats me like invisible?
n the slut is always more important?
y shld i go back to him? jus bcos i love him?
i duno wad is love anymore..
i once tot that i knew him,
understand him, n i reali love him..
but now not anymore..
no matter how solid the love is,
1 day it will break down..
mayb i dun deserve being loved at all.
i chose to leave so that u would stand up by urself
n i dun wana drag u down.
now that u can stand up, ur mum did this.
u r jus a bastard that bring ur mum into our personal affairs.
ur own things u cant even settle urself.
do u even call urself a man? u nv believed in me.
the reason i wana get my laptop back is not becos im selfish.
my com spoil n cant play any games.
u got com got laptop.
everything u oso haf already.
wad i need i dun haf..
i wana get back my things so that we can start all over again.
its not nonsense. if i wana get back together wif u,
i wana go thru dating all over again..
last time we skipped that step, but now i wan it..
u will nv understand how i feel even tho u say that u do..
i nv feel that u did understand..
♥Reminiscents of dark chocolates♥
