Thursday, January 24, 2008
Things that are happening recently,
not sure whether it's good or bad.
been trying to make things work out.
but sometimes I just don't know if
what I've been doing will work out or not.
still do not have that assurance from him.
trying very hard not to think about it.
trying to get it off my mind.
but from time to time, it always comes back.
What will happen in the future?
Am I asking too much from him?
Is it right for me to move over to his house?
Is the moving pace too fast?
I really don't know. In fact,
I don't even know if he is really happy with me.
He doesn't seem to tell me anything that he's not happy about.
The feeling is just so funny.
I noe I can't compare. All these take time.
There isn't anyone that noes how I feel.
It's so irritating that I don't even know a single thing about him.
Obviously, I'm not that person where he can open his heart to and speak freely. Feeling kind of useless again.
Doesn't seem to have anything that I can do to help him or make him feel better.
I really don't know.
Just got to wait and see ba.
All I noe is that I feel happy with him around me.
If he doesn't, there's no point for us to be together at all.
Waiting for a miracle..
♥Reminiscents of dark chocolates♥
