Wednesday, December 02, 2009
this may come a little late but this is what i found..
was clearing up my stuff on Monday night as my room was really in a big big mess and i realised that Jason returned the ring and past photos to me together with the Liverpool jersey. it was months ago when he returned it to me but i only had time recently to clear up my stuff. that was like when he still wasn't with Sandy. Ha ha. Another positive point to add to the decision of leaving him was the right choice. I think i said before that I dun believe returning a ring will help you forget. There is no point in returning smth to the other party once everything is over. Of cos there are people who go for monetary issues like u asking back money for the laptop or asking me to share a DIY desktop for your mum. But the funny thing is, you didn't ask for your supplementary card back? I really wonder what you were thinking.
P.S.I did return the card to him cos it wouldn't be very nice should Sandy find out :)
I personally believe that if you want to forget someone, you have to knock yourself silly or be diagnosed with amnesia. There will definitely be something or someplace which will remind you of the other person. The following things will definitely jog up my memory of you.
1. Hearing the song Cha Jian Er Guo
2. Seeing the Singapore Flyer
Damn it. I realised that there are too many things to list. Therefore, I should not embarass myself any further. But the 2 items listed above are the strongest memory I have about him. What I'm trying to say is that with or without the ring, there will always be other things around you to jog up a memory.
Waiting for time to heal me from the spurts of memories of the time when we were together. Trying my best not to think about it. Looking forward to a better unknown future.
♥Reminiscents of dark chocolates♥
