Monday, January 25, 2010
14/1
darling said that he would come and pick me up. but he got a call from ashley saying that she wants to introduce him to some ppl. so he went down to meet her eventhough i told him i need to carry 2 laptops home. HEAVY BAGGAGE! i did get an invitation from ashley as well but i was at work so i was still considering as he said that he wanted to pick me up.. well, got pissed with this.. felt cheated. empty promises. haiz. but its cos of work so i understand and didn't voice out anything. jeremy came down to moko to check out the place with nicholas, alan, jason, sandy and 2 others who i don't really know. but they found the place weird so they wanted to head down to boat quay instead. i joined them there went over to find darling. he was at this pub called strawberry with joanne, kelly and ray.. his colleagues from PTO.. den ashley was at another table with her friends.
the place was boring, so i went back to join jeremy and nicholas with darling and ray.. then guess what? alan and nicholas had this funny idea to go to eski bar and drink beer there at the freeezing area. lol. so those who didnt finish cannot leave the place and we were jumping up and down just to keep ourselves warm.
once we were down, we headed back to eski bar for a short while then i went back to strawberry again.. darling wasn't there as he was going around looking for me. tot i was missing. aww, so sweet.. but then he told me that he needed to meet another friend at another place. so i was asking him if he wante dme to go, he said he didn't cos he wants to build rapport so that its easier to open case with him.. well its work again so.. hmmm.. i headed back to meet jeremy n nicholas again den went to eski bar for another round.. haha.. when we were abt to head back home, darling came over.. n i dun even know for wad.. to ask me to go with him? just to see me? wtf? so i asked him again, if he wants me to join him anot or else i can go back with alan and sandy as they stay at jurong.. he couldn't give an answer and gave excuses like he's with his friends and stuff. so alan just pulled me away to head home.
on the way back, alan was asking y darling go drink den cannot bring me along? suddenly felt that darling isn't proud to have me as his gf.. or maybe cos i wasn't dressed very nicely that night ba.. disappointed. i couldn't even give myself an answer which much less give alan an answer. darling sms-ed me to see if i was home. didn't reply him. don't feel like. PISSED.
♥Reminiscents of dark chocolates♥
