Tuesday, January 26, 2010
16/1
met michelle up for coffee at TCC ps .. then movie at cathay. watched the show It's Complicated. GREAT SHOW!! its a must watch. highly recommended. after that headed for drinks at KPO at killiney rd. then supper at pasir panjang rd.
darling met up with a client at cathay on purpose so that he can meet me and have a cigarette with me. said that he had to go over to concorde hotel for another client's birthday and also to work. brought his 1st client with him to corconrde hotel so as to show her that people want to buy the plans. then sent his 1st client back to jurong. after that he came down on purpose to meet me at pasir panjang. out of a sudden, he talked to me about group insurance for Moko. he kept on requesting to meet koen but i told him taht he has to go through me. n i was tired and sleepy and think i wasn't thinking about what i say and accidentally expressed the wrong attitude. he was pissed with me saying that i gave him attitude and showing my authority. haiz. its not on purpose and i couldn't get it across to him..
and then its the fight on msn that was the ultimate..
i wish to say sumthin
#1: u can have all the space u need n want.
#2: i dun require u to help me in my career (including the Koen deal)
coz u talk like u r such a big deal
quote "i am the one u shud talk to"
sounds like such a big fuck when u r only working there for a few days
im not trying to help u in ur career
cos i know u dun need my help
its no big deal
u give me referrals, im thankful
but the way u talk juz now
but im jus thinking abt work
im totally turned off
sounds so stuck up
n its ur boss thats doing the group insurance
its not stuck up
i am authorised to so it
* to do it
but i prefer to get my boss in, esp when its my 1st group insurance case
moko is like so messy right now
this is to make sure i dun screw anything u
*up
n im there to help koen
to clear things up
ya. n u talked like u r someone big shot
u shudnt, esp when u r talking to me
im asking nicely
cos ther dun have the time to source for theses things that they need to do
i wasnt being rude
but yeah ..
i need to go find out abt it
n submit a few quotations to them
cos u sounded like u wanted to go moko n talk to koen abt it
yes i do
thats my responsibility
hes the boss
hes the one i shud talk to
im the one handling this ..
n im trying to tell u that im the one u shld talk to
cos they dun have the time for all this
i myself dun even get time to talk to my bosses
ya. maybe u r. but do u have to talk like u r a big shot?
i can only grab them whenever there's a chance to
im not talking like a big shot
u shud have heard urself n ur expression juz now
im jus trying to tell u that im the proper channel to go through
not straight up to koen
n koen is not the person deciding on this btw
i repeat. u shud have heard urself n ur expression juz now
i dun wish to repeat myself
as what i said.. it wasn't intentional .. i have a different attitude at Work ..
ya
but were u at work juz now?
any suppliers that i meet regarding Work are being trested the same when they dun get what i mean
who do u tink u r talking to?
so im on par with ur suppliers huh?
are u tryng to defend urself again?
u jus dun F-ing get wad i mean
cos we are talking abt work
so the attitude will change
i dun like to mess anything up on work
ya
even if i were to replace u with michelle in tat scenario, it will still b the same ..
i dun fucking get u!
fine!
whatever
!
ya. whatever! den y r u still so bothered abt it if u dun even wana care anymore
go fucking use ur brains n tink!
u r having ur PMS now n that doesnt give u the fucking right to talk like this k?
im not using pms as an excuse
i thought u are someone different!
fuck
ya
i just like nothing different
satisfied?
if u wana blame this issue on my pms or on me not using my brains to think den so be it
no point saying so much anymore when im trying to expLain things to u .. n u dun fucking understand wad im saying
if u cant draw a line between us n ur 'supposed work'
then fine!
i dun need this!
fuck!
i hate it when ppl give me attitude!
nobody likes it
then y do it?
damn u la!
i told u it wasnt intentional
it was an automatic switch
ya
u r big shot mah
u can talk like this mah
sounds so authoritative
n u r fucking talking to me like this again here
fuck la
juz get off my back la
if tahts what u wish for n u'll be better off den alright ..
i'll get off ur back if thats what u want
do it ur way lor
u have alwayz been doing things ur way wad
whats the diff?
ha
have i?
always?
YES!
ALWAYS!
AND IT FUCKING GOT TO ME JUST NOW K
I AM NOT UR FUCKING SUPPLIER
I FUCKING WENT ALL THE WAY TO FIND U N WITHIN LESS THAN 5MIN
U GAVE ME FUCKING ATTITUDFE
N TO MAKE IT WORST
U FUCKING TALK LIKE THIS TO ME NOW
FUCKING HELL
save it la
i never tot u will ever give me attitude
but after ytday n today
i know that u will
n worst of all..
i didnt even do anything to infuriate u
u acted up purely coz of ur own incontrol
n to vent it on me?
ha
wrong choice
i tried expLaining, i apologized, u cant accept it, keep brooding over it.. come on, im human and i make mistakes too.. i really do appreciate the things that u did like meeting ur client at cathay and coming down to meet me at pasir panjang when u could jolly well go home n rest.. tahs sweet of u.. but would u calm down for abit .. or think back on happier moments insTead of brooding over this? we'll talk again when u've calmed down and feel better n if u want to cos nothing i say now is going to help at all. anyway, jus try to slp early.. n im glad that we trashed things out eventho it ended up with both of us being pissed..
i did not vent it on u
if i were to vent it on u, i would know
thats y im saying that it wasnt intentional
fuck the things u say la
all crap
i fucking put up with all the names n insults at me coz of YOU yeSterday!
n today i fucking have to put up with u again????
n to top it off. i DID NOT FUCKING DO ANYTHING WRONG!!!!!!
WHAT HAVE I FUCKING DONE TO DESERVE THESE SHIT FROM YOU???
WHAT????
TELL ME!!!!
WHAT????
U FUCKING DISAPPEARED N FUCKING GOT PPL TO LIE TO ME!
nothing at all.
I WORKED DAY IN N DAY OUT!
FUCK!
N I FUCKING GET THESE FROM PPL WHEN IM LOOKING FOR MY OWN GF!!!!
FUCK U N FUCK THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
NABE CHEEBYE!
the problem all lies with me alright?
YES!!!
WHO ELSE???
nobody else
except me
U GOT TO GET ME THIS FUCKING PISSED THEN U R HAPPY RIGHT???
FUCKING BITCH
I KEEP LOOKING FORWARD TO U ENDING UR NIGHTLIFE
N NOW MOKO
NVM
N U FUCKING USE UR FUCKED UP AUTHORITATIVE VOICE N TALK TO ME WHEN IM FUCKING TALKING NICELY
GO FUCKING USE UR SENSES N TINK LA IF U CANT USE UR BRAINS
wad izit abt moko? u said that i did a gd job when i told u abt it
n now this?
even if i wasnt Working at moko, what else can i do with my time?
yes
WORKING THERE IS GOOD
BUT UR FUCKING TONE N VOICE?
HUH?
GO FUCKING REFLECT LA
DUN BE FUCKING MICHELLE LA
its not abt michelle
this has nothing to do with her alright ..
fuck u!
N THIS FUCKING CHANGE OF ATTITUDE!
HUH?
I TOT I FUCKING FOUND THE RIGHT PERSON WHOM I CAN FOCUS ON WORK N SHE'D UNDERSTAND
NOW I KNOW ITS ALL FAKE!
i do understand darling ..
would u pls stop with all the cursing n swearing?
U FUCKING MADE ME LIKE THIS K?
I TALKED NICELY FIRST N WHAT DID I FUCKING GET????
sorry
fuck u n ur sorries la!
u fucking said sorry before u showed me attitude juz now
n u expect me to believe that u r really sorry???
fuck u!
alright .. so would u pls enlighten me on what can i do to appease ur anger?
i cant believe i sucked it all up and not lose my temper in the end. quite amazed at myself for this..
♥Reminiscents of dark chocolates♥
